everything has fallen to pieces. the earth is dying; help me, jesus. we need guidance. we've been misled. young and hostile, but not stupid.

i'm young and i'm hopeless. i'm lost and i know this. i'm going nowhere fast; that's what they say. i'm troublesome, i'm fallen. i'm angry at my father. it's me against this world and i don't care.

"it will all catch up eventually." well, it caught up, and honestly, the weight of my decisions was impossible to hold. but they were never yours.

i tried to be perfect, but nothing was worth it. i don't believe it makes me real. i thought it'd be easy, but no one believes me. i meant every word that i said. if you believe it's in my soul, i'd say all the words that i know just to see if it would show that i'm trying to let you know that i'm better off on my own.

to live and not to breathe is to die in tragedy. to run, to run away, to find what you believe. i lost my faith to this, this town that don't exist. so i run, i run away to the light of masochists. and i leave behind this hurricane of fucking lies. and i walked this line a million and one fucking times, but not this time. i don't feel any shame; i won't apologize when there ain't nowhere you can go. running away from pain when you've been victimized...tales from another broken home.

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